Break out. Don't let them micro-manage, condition, or regulate the mind. The world is Whack. So accept that being sober is overrated and drinking is outdated. The new norm to achieve rare form are designer drugs produced by closet chemists. Popping pills prescribed to other people. Huffing pressurized chemicals, cleaning agents, and my favorite, Nitrous Oxide (laughing gas). Then there is Cannabis. Smoke the good Ganja, eating edibles, vaping concentrate. If you want to hallucinate have magic mushroom tea, liquid L.S.D., Microdots of mescalline, and of course peyote. These can be long arduous trips consuming big chunks of time to complete. I Recommend D.M.T. start to finish total trip Forty-five minutes. Its fabulous for a reset. Microdosing will slowly retrain the brain. Stay far, far away from Opiates or you will regret it. Crank. Crystal. Speed. Methamphetamine. Same thing! Cocaine is okay on special occasions. But Crack and Freebasing are its evil iterations. Keep in mind if you can. The master plan you made with a friend. Stay out of the " deep end". The weight of your wonder. Will pull you under whats been covered. Disguised behind layers of lies. Getting high gives you X-ray eyes. What you see will be sobering.. It will surprise, sicken, and anger. And at the same time. Makes you want to get really, really high. So you must decide how to survive!