My first time I was liked "Just this once" My second time I was like "A second won't kill" My third time I was like "This will be my last" Before I realised It was an unstoppable addiction Deep inside me I knew what was at stake My life Voluntarily I did worse To decrease the pain that never existed I don't blame the doctor For not trying harder I felt the weight I smiled Silently embracing the darkness #Under the collection #Shadows Of Addiction #