They say love floats through the air and siezes your heart But all i feel is a breezy draft My walls are up high But the damage is done For how can I love me when I was never truly loved by someone. I may seem insensitive It may seem like I don't care But they don't understand I hang on by a hair It's not for the attention It's not false apprehension For I know what it feels like to be loved and not liked I know what it feels like to have expectations that makes your heart rate spike I know how it feels to be put on the spot I know how it feels to want to bash your head into a rock. So you see if love was in the air it would be my plague For it's mere presence makes me want to wave sage For love to me is not happy and understanding It's sacrificing all of you for a half assed smile from them.