If I had one wish It would be To not make it To fall before I can get better To lose all hope To fall below zero Before anyone could play hero If I had one wish It would be to be forgotten To never be a burden to you To lose my name And my voice Before anyone could remember me If I had one wish It would be To understand why I would ever feel this way Wishing to collapse Wanting to get worse Wishing to be forgotten Wanting to run from your thoughts I could never utter A valid reason But I could name A thousand excuses For I am sick Of this darkness Pulling me down So maybe if i'm already A bag of bones It wouldnt hurt as much For I am tired Of worrying for you And your worry for me I want you to leave me Before I leave you After I overthink If you're only here Out of pure pity