I feel as though im cursed, constantly looking for a way to have it reversed. Everyone that I get close too seems to always leave. It has me in a perpetual state of disbelief. Anguish has become my paramour, confined in its dark shroud forever more. In desperation I scream and shout. Looking for an opening i need a way out. My mind has become my own tomb, from which I cannot be removed. I try, try, and try again, yet I still dont have a single friend. All my family has moved on, they are traversing the great beyond. Ive searched high and low for a soulmate, I hope i wasnt too late. A curse upon me, a curse to be lonely.