Maybe I'm not the same Or I don't want the same things Or see the same Maybe I've grown Matured in a way Healed were eyes can't see Maybe I'm numb Not able to feel And stuck on what's real Maybe it's not real And none of it matters Because what is real anyway? Maybe I'm really that weird To far gone And completely off the spectrum Maybe just maybe Things are not what they are, Changing all at the same time. Maybe my eyes changed Or my brain rewired Because something is different Maybe I'll find out tomorrow The purpose of today Or maybe I'm just not the same.