Smudged colors Is what it looks like That thing in my heart That use to be so vibrant So full The colors can never go back To the way they use to be In that area of my heart Where things don't seem so clear Will they change Do they need to be erased Or do I leave it smudged I wonder if it's ok If it's supposed to look that way For a season Or here to stay Should I address it again And smudge it some more In my attempts to return It's vibrant colors And it's fullness But all I see is Smudged colors