Sometimes I'm like a zombie to words. Just lovesick off the thought of you. To be curious of being the definition of yours. Bittersweet. How my vocab seems to flow. Every line has delirious like rain does. Every sentence grasp your emotions. Bare. A sigh. A pause. A bite of your lip. Cuz you know you're the peach I'm in a trance writing like love is undying sickness. So I settled for cuddling with your ghost instead. Cuz like a broken record I can't get you out of my head. It's funny I relate to characters stiles and Batman even Davina Claire how Lydia Martin and malia and kira caught my eye. But you. No you are something different. I don't know beauty could taste like candy and dangerous. But I'm doomed to Fall for danger no matter how much my heart bleeds. Bleedy shards want All of you. Cuz beauty if her name was karma I'm a fiend. Sick and just loving it. Love is torture. So they say. I die. Just for a escape just to wander deep and get lost over and over again. Just to fall you like love makes me this foolish. But curiosity makes you irresistible. If only your emotions was drunk off me. Would you belong to me this way. Only will lost in you the only thing I know. Except for the fever of almost raspberry red still be sweet heat through my clothes to know. That I can't deny how caught up I am when I can't keep my eyes off you in a crowded room. Cuz it's the look away itself that terrifies me. Even Chase himself didn't know he'd fall for Gertrude till his walls was plummet. So I am doomed to love. But unconditionally. Except for there's no ball and chain. Just gravity. Cuz she is gravity. From her smile. Her whispers. Anything to made recklessly act childishly to know. She is somehow everything to the being of me.