If I die tonight I'd be okay Yet If I stay alive I'd be okay But what does "okay" really mean? I wouldn't take my life Not yet at least There's those I care for Every time I want to take the leap I think how would it be if they found me If my sisters found me She'd probably scream And be hysterical I'd hope she learns that Not everyone's opinions matter If my brothers found me I'd hope they learn how to cry If not then Please learn to fly without the weight of life I'd hope they grow and chase their dreams I'd hope they become better people than me But this will never happen As I live an life unwilling For if I died I'd be fine But everyone else's worlds would stop If you cannot find a reason for yourself Then find reasons for them So you may see them grow and surpass you