When did it all start? When did you feel the first pain? Was it the moment when your body met the ground? Or when your bones were visible to the world? Was it your shaky legs begging for rest? Or maybe the sudden energy drop falling from the top, ending at the bottom? Or was it the sleepy eyes, tired of life? What was the first sign you gave me and why was I so blind? When did it all turn dark? And where is the light now?