Somewhere, running parallel to the one you are in, is a version of your life that is more honest, more alive, more fully yours. You catch glimpse of it, in moments of unexpected clarity, in the particular quality of certain longings, in the specific texture of your regrets. It's not a fantasy. It's a direction. The unlived life does not disappear because it is not pursued. It stays adjacent, making the lived one slightly less real. The cost of ignoring it is paid in a quiet flatness that no amount of optimization of the existing life can fully cure.
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