My words come out jumbled My thoughts come out in a hurricane I keep saying things I'm not supposed to I keep messing up I keep upsetting everyone around me Why am i messing up so much Why am i so loud Why am i so quiet Why am i so annoying Why am i like this Why am i me I don't know what i should be doing Should i be louder Should i be quieter Should i stay Should i leave What should i do Who should i be Form the version you want me to be Form one that you'd want to stay with That'll be the mask I'll wear for you For now And for always