I can't be yours. The phrase meaning for a split millisecond you wanted to. That tear in your voice beckoning like a fire only my being can tamed. Even in the pouring rain. I would be yours. At least the definition of yours and you wouldn't have to ask. Just my name you say and my heart always would be a flame. Tears in your eyes and I would linger cuz beauty is All I see in reference to the idea of your name. Best friends yeah that is the definition. Love just adores us to it's silly little game till we're alone again and like magnets. Dagger and cloak. Daredevil and Karen. Yes it's All the same. The way you said you would politely and honorably shake my supposed to be future wife's hand. Knowing in your subconscious it should be you. Every night till the end of nights adoring my name. Slow sincere fast and true every night this recurring dream would be reality. To know you said I can't be yours. But your emotions spoke louder this way. When we were alone and you lingered near. Knowing I was burning the same. But fear and uncertainty to the idea of you or even the photo of you. Was art to me. A artist with words that his heart in silence was moved. Three years and I disown anyone and everything but just to feel this heat Called Love. I used to not feel. Are you even human I would think? Family labeled me unlovable often cold and cruel. But you were the angel without wings. My eyes ached to see. Every night. This warmth serenaded me. To know you were gravity my subconscious sense for longing and being entirely. Yet I can't be yours. Only meant one day I wanna have you entirely cuz you were always my impossibility to breathe.