As I rot away The memories would linger around bitterly. As maggots munch on my heart they will taste sorrow and regrets not so nutritious ain't it? Maybe I shouldn't have been so hesitant my whole life. Decades wasted on being a side character Years wasted on being too scared to 'mess up'. I wished I found comfort in new options as much as I found comfort in sadness. My heart ached for the last time I was comforted by death for the last time.