You must love the way you're in my head. Again and again I lose to the ideal of you. That Internally radiance just candy sweetness. The way I want to taste you again and again. Knowing no one ever truly made me feel everything. Till after I saw you. Till after a mystery became simply Bliss. Something I would anything for just to be yours. Just this closeness in my head. Love is blind. But I can't help the necessity to only feel you or want you. A touch a Ache just reminds me of how evolved I am. How much I can't deny falling in love? How i see you and everyone suddenly goes away even my issues I thought were issues slowly go away. I know you're not perfect. You're someone who loves immensely. I always saw that with you cuz I am the same. I love even though there's pain. Are we just Bonnie and Clyde energy? I get drunk off of you like glue to My brain. You're just this pretty little thing I can't breathe to the point of terrified yet you move me to tears. But ain't that the point of art? To feel some kind of way. To feel in spite of everything but oblivious to everything. Cuz she's all I ever see. Bittersweet dreams that haunt me yet you're my sweetest Idea of sleep taking my breath away. Fever slow redness just to become the heat just for someone so sweet that words don't exist. Speechless is the word I always imagined when I think of you like this. Knowing you're my everything. I'm stuck. And it's love. There's no cure like Cancer. But I easily obsessed with ideas in general like this. To comprehend you're the only way I wanna be sick. That damnit Bill that sookie felt. That I'm angry but I would crawl like a spider because of you. Yeah I love like this. You're crying and I go mad just to save or ease your pain. Yes I love like this