Feels so long ago, like a fire spred out through my veins And as I winced, through clenched teeth I said"Don't blame me for the weak" A cold wave of disbelief, it takes the place of grief Must we be forsaken, awakened only to be takened I stand before you now Truly devastated and forever broken So tired and endlessly forgotten My place amongst the dead Soulless bound and nightmares found To take the test and flee the vows I alone prayed for you to be erased.. From there, from here, from everywhere Just a fleck, a mere tick of a clock, a breaths momentary hesitation,right before the axe comes down .....