I stare at your picture at night. And I think I need medicine. My heart is in flames. Haunted glaze of being moved to teared eyed. Cuz you are the apple that I can't help but wanna bite. Or just Fall entirely. Cuz you always was gravity. Just perfection by sultry design. Goddess even though I was unconditionally your eye could not deny. To know you are the canvas my hands as a artist ache just to be lost maybe blind. Just to feel softest kisses slow and sweet like morphine. To comprehend dreams play me like a fool cuz you regardlessly effortlessly get stuck in my mind. ICU for this heart of mine cuz you steal it entirely All the time. Cuz time doesn't exist unless I'm thinking about you. Hours fade. Seconds obsolete. Every dream just to render me breathless. Yes I toss and turn only to lose myself to you like I don't want to wake. My heaven with eyes closed. I open them I see you always before the sun kisses my face. I exhale. I feel this ache. Smoldering like this fever that softness was idealized as butter smooth and airy softness that felt like Cake. But it's her depths her lurking mind her bittersweet of a soul that I'd bleed for. Though my feelings bleed sincerety on a Page. To know I die once I die twice just for her to look at me anyway. To comprehend that Love has me in a chokehold this way. To only want you. To only want sleep. When I feel this way.