Strange and exotic Unhinged and loud Hyper and over excited sometimes Relatively boring Catch you by surprise Don't get the point Only the insiders Miss out the good bits Remember the brain sliders Follow instructions Dull minded zombie Think out the box Connect all the dots Simply simplistic Over the top Think in poems Talk in jokes That no one gets Laugh on my own Go out of my way Too much screentime Going insane Wanting connections Hating myself Avoiding society Mentally drained Blackened mind Overwork Fall behind Colourful Press rewind Curiosity killed the cat I think confusion killed me