Every night. I'm possibly the object of fixation. Maybe just a sweet dream away from possession. Temptations just riding me slowly like a bull. Sultry echoes and whispers of me being adored. The emotions of hands so hunger. You take my soul. And I escape forevermore. Like the emotions aren't roaring true. I'm so hungry I crave it bad no matter eyes opened or closed. I still see you. I still feel you. Her ghost. As I toss and turn. Suddenly a recurring nightmare feels like heaven. Like home. In this bed. It's All I've known. Real is so vivid it's like you died in arms of love forreal. Knowing I burn for you. Still. I want and need you still. Friends is my only kryptonite. Energies so mad like I'm a chemical reaction made Real. I'm a dopamine pill. Yeah I still would go to war just for you. Only you forreal. Emotions make you like soul food. Damn are you a angel cuz I think I need angel food. Cuz I'm just another imperfect devil. Who knew nothing of love. Till I saw you. Maybe my eyes saw you as love itself. Love that moved me so badly my heart ached. Night after night. Awaking breathless gasping like a chokehold. Knowing kisses sweet in dreams somewhere made me sore. Just friends. Yeah the occasional split second and I don't say or ask no more. Cuz inches or miles they speak louder than themselves. In a bed somewhere. My heart feels you. Shhhh! Quiet no one tell. Cuz emotions speak loudly. When in dreams I'm lost saying I love you repeatedly over and over again. Just like a beautiful hell. But you are concrete in my hands. Easily consumed by a slow promiscuous Rock. Pretty Ricky jodeci or Chris Brown in the background. You with your awkward snow bunny magic. Just making my heart slowly then rapidly melt.