I don't belong I never fit in It always feels wrong They're not my kin I just know that this life With it's good and the bad Including happy and sad Starts and ends with a knife Someday they'll win They'll all be the same Nobody wins Oh God - how fucking lame I wouldn't want to exist I'd just end it all now Not a chance to resist But I will - thats a vow So who am I To tell about that I could always lie I would - I'm a rat I don't know whats right I don't know what to do I don't have energy to fight I don't know if I'll get through And neither do I want to I dont think that thatd be right Maybe I just want to be you Nobody fleeing upon my sight I don't belong to this place to the streets that I walk Neither to a single face And never to the words I talk I don't belong to the clothes I wear I don't belong to the poems I tear Neither to the songs I write And never to the dying light I don't belong to the people I know I don't belong to the friendships that fade Neither to emotions I show And never to my failing grade I don't belong to me It's something you will never see It's something that I always feel Or whenever I just don't feel real I don't belong I never fit in It always feels wrong I'm not my kin