They say that I feel alot That am too dramatic That I always make it about myself Maybe they are right What hurts me is that they don't see behind my smile When I say am okay The truth is am not These feelings you say weigh too much That they make me am vulnerable But then you say am just a block Do you know how many times I have tried to make myself invisible That the words that are unspoken haunt me Do you know that to sleep I first wet my pillow That even my heart aches That the dreams traumatise me to the point that I don't want to wake up Then you say am all this and that The feeling of being a survival kit for everyone But that's not what I am It's just that am DAMAGED