But yeah 💯💯 I left cuz my family was interfering with my chosen career and basically making it for me to work everyday even with my best friend being there I think she was the only one who actually get me focused past those toxic situations and she did say I just can't be yours. Which meant she wanted to but couldn't cuz of society views and apparently blind and misguided norms. But we could be just friends when she knew she wanted more so yeah 💯💯 I still feel her all the time