As others opened their doors, I stood with my hand outstretched, guiding them through, offering the quiet comfort of being held But my own door stayed sealed— glued along the edges, bolted tight with iron resolve, the key buried somewhere far beyond reach Then you arrived— an unaccounted variable,...Read more

the steady sound of raindrops falling, the cool breeze against my skin — leaving goosebumps in its wake, surrounded by dark, gloomy architecture my body heavy as stone, a weight i won’t be able to carry much longer yet i keep walking because i see them them, graced by the sun — graced by th...Read more

I love you I’m not sure when this had developed this isn’t just a crush this is love my heart doesn’t flutter when i see you but everytime i do my gaze centers on you like you’re the only thing that matters the very sun graced upon my skin the oxygen which holds me I admire you from afar how your...Read more

She was everything to me The ground that held me The path that led me The very air in my lungs The one i held thousands of memories with The one which I'll never forget My one and only It stings knowing i let that go Letting go what i held dearest Was it the right choice? I knew deep down it was...Read more

i sat down next to my partner the seat steady beneath me the sun soft on my skin we had to make a project on trauma— a sensitive thing but as we sat i heard her say it “dramatic.” dramatic— how people freeze in their tracks how they get trapped inside their own minds my heart beat against my ri...Read more

ever met someone as handsome as me? someone as refined as me? someone who mirrors perfection so effortlessly it almost feels like art? someone who’ll hold your hand like you mean the world and you do— in fleeting, passing ways, like a sunset I admire before turning back to my own reflection becaus...Read more

the night sky twinkles above me the stars winking back at me i walk on this empty street i feel the cold night air hit my skin the pavement steady beneath my shoes the soft rustle of leaves here i walked alone no more prying eyes no one to claw away at me no voices belittling my every move – my ev...Read more

Bright lights—every color of the rainbow Loud noises waiting at each corner There, in the middle of the circus, stood the performers—ordinary people They bent, they smiled, they bowed too low worked until their bones ached hands trembling from tireless effort all just to please the watching crowd ...Read more

As one word finally pushes me off the cliff As one word finally cracks my carefully built façade Tears spill from my eyes like a breaking dam— Tears I can’t hold back anymore, Tears I can’t wipe away My throat feels choked, Refusing to let me speak All that escapes are broken mumbles My heart sud...Read more

she wore a mouth, but never spoke she wore ears, but never heard she wore hands, but never reached she wore a heart, but never stirred “i’ll be there for you,” she said “i’ll listen,” she said “i understand,” she said but every word was hollow— a script she knew by heart everything she told ...Read more

Sometimes I wish someone could live in my shoes See what I see Hear the awful things I hear Someone who’d finally understand what goes on in my life Maybe then they could tell me what’s wrong with me Tell me if I’m broken, or if this world of mine is Tell me if it’s my fault or theirs Just someone t...Read more

It's been 3 months from that day That day she stared back at me barely able to open her eyes any longer That day i stared back at her with unshed tears Her face -blurry , slipping from my memories her face something ...Read more

I lie here one more night I lie here with my pillow sheets wet I lie here with my heart empty I lie here hollowed out Nothing more to feel Nothing more to think Nothing left anymore I just stare at my celling i try to cry But nothing comes out this time Geuss that was all i had left So i lie he...Read more

I turn around– I don’t know why I do it I just…do And there you are I turn– and see a little girl with a melodic laugh ,more like a giggle to be honest I turned and see her boasting that she had many friends so many friends not knowing they were all in her head I turn seeing her eyes full life he...Read more

My words come out jumbled My thoughts come out in a hurricane I keep saying things I'm not supposed to I keep messing up I keep upsetting everyone around me Why am i messing up so much Why am i so loud Why am i so quiet Why am i so annoying Why am i like this Why am i me I don't know what i sho...Read more